AUTHOR: Sarab DATE: 2:10:00 AM ----- BODY:

I still can't put myself to work. At this point I don't know if the cause of my unproductivity is:
laziness
unmotivated
stressful and long day
tired
not knowing how to utilize my time
i really don't know how to
i think i should grab that java book and start messing it up
the reason i haven't done that yet, was because i was planning on scanning it in through the printer, but I wanted to make sure I took the binding off perfectly, because it is a really good book, I just bought it new, and it costs good money
i may need something analogous to a woodshop, in other words, a toolkit and stuff which the tools can operate on, so I can really conduct some experiments and learn in an intuitive way...
good thing about the java book, is i can write the programs write on the PC, and see what they do

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