the real periodic function would have much shorter periods of happiness, longer gradual declines to depression, and steep and short lived rises to happiness.
i know it doesn't make much sense, i should be happy, and maybe i am deluding myself into thinking i am unhappy when i am really pretty happy.
i don't know. give me sympathy attention and other good lovings, and maybe i will be happier. no psyc. that was joking.
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